The subconscious mind is a metaphor for the (without training) uncontrollable functions of the brain, such as heart beat, signals to increase chemical output; it effectively runs the body for you, as well as coordinating learned movements such as riding a bike or driving a car, the subconscious mind is thought to be 'based' in the brain-stem and amyglada: It is commonly thought to be the cause of problems (and the bearer of cures) in Freudian psychology
Do Pathological Liars Admit They Lie?Chronic liars are most commonly found among those who have Antisocial Personality Disorder, although some liars also suffer from factitious conditions like Munchhausen's Disorder or Munchhausen's by Proxy and of course, there are disorders that by their nature promote lying -- such as substance abusers who have to lie to spouses or employers in order to support their habit. Narcissists are also fond of lying.
The most serious of the chronic liars are the psychopaths, who form the most severe 10% (roughly) of those with Antisocial Personality Disorder and yes, they will happily acknowledge that they lie, in some circumstances. They will rarely acknowledge a lie if doing so might cause them discomfort -- for example, if they lie to police about not having committed some crime, they will generally not back down from this position and they will often not back away from a face-saving or grandiose lie.
Those liars who are psychopaths or sociopaths are above all charming, glib and usually to some extent flirtatious. If admitting a lie or two is in the interest of holding your attention, they're happy to do so. Other than an accurate (and controversial) diagnosis of actual mythomania (fantastic story telling as a fixed, non-situational, objectively internal character trait), only delusions can cause an individual to tell a falsehood that they believe to be true. By definition, delusions are *fixed* false beliefs, that do not comport with any religious or cultural tradition, and they do not change when someone points out their falsity. They often don't even change with heavy medication. So if someone is telling you, "I didn't realize I just told a lie; I'm a pathological liar," excuse yourself politely, and go make a new friend. There is not going to be a happy ending.
About Pathological liars knowing whether they lie or not, it's actually yes and no. He doesn't know that he has lied until AFTER he has lied (sometimes). He sometimes does not realise he has lied until someone has brought it to his attention. When he finally realises he has lied (on his own), he will NOT admit it, because there is no explanation and he feels somewhat embarrassed. When caught he will sometimes deny it simply because he does not want people to view him as a liar (from fear and shame).
Finally, sometimes he will admit it in certain situations. It's not their conscious mind at work, but rather their self-centred, defensive, insecure, low self esteem subconscious.
Pathological liars know themselves they are lying sometimes and feel the pain. Othertimes, they don't know ,so their relatives and friends get hurt. So, pathological liars do not always admit they are liars,especially when they are hurting others and protecting themselves.
In fact, common liar also do not admit they are lying always. The difference between normal liars and pathological liars are the pain caused by and frequency of lying. Think of our own inner state when our liars are exposed. We will feel awkward but not panic. We would not be hurt so deep, but they will change their other normal mind into an abnormal state and do something that will really hurt other people's feelings. They do not admit they are liars, they go on play the role they thought they are telling the truth. When they are alone, they will think about their suffering and weep in a corner. They can feel the pain double of ours.
Psychiatrist make about around $145,600 anually ========== Child Psychiatry is a 2 year fellowship usually started after the first 3 years of adult psychiatry residency. They typically make about 10% more than general psychiatrists. However, it is estimated that the US has 1/20th the number of child psychiatrists needed; therefore, medical directors of child psychiatry units can earn 300,000 yearly or more. (The hospitals usually take a loss on the doctor's salary and try to make up for it elsewhere, as is usually the case in underserved specialties.)
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You learn to accept yourself for who you are, and you learn to see the good qualities you have, because EVERYONE has them. If you are not starving, being abused/neglected, dying of a disease, or being hurt by someone else, then you are fine. I know this because I had depression when I was eleven. I was about ready to kill myself. But now, there are children dying in their mother's arms somewhere else in the world. We have to be thankful we are not in that situation, starving, hungry, and homeless.